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Used to do alot. Got hurt, developed fibro, am down most days. Got lucky, found my soul mate and married him, in our 8th year of marriage. Trying to get my brain to function over meds and fibro fog to write, which is not so easy. Interested in getting back to as healthy as I can be and then helping rescue animals, help veterans and the homeless, want a ranch with tons of acres to be able to take all kinds of animals and provide shelter for people in need. Have a degree in English Lit and writing. Interested in mythology. Hard to tell you about me. I'm still figuring me out. Pretty much a hot mess with really good intentions. Here because all my old LJ peeps came here and after a long break, I just feel like reading some of my favorite writers again and get lost in the fun of a good story and really awesome people who treated me so well when I went by the name iamthedirtgirl. which was just a way of saying i love becoming in tune with the earth's energy and feeling recharged and alive. 2017 was the hardest year of my life since 1996. I'm still trying to recover. I don't plan on writing fic unless i get some phycho bunny looking for an outlet, it always stressed me out when I tried. I might just freewrite lots of tangents that go off track a lot and journal and do some poetry. In the beginning, mostly, it'll be either stuff about Supernatural (and all that comes with that) and Chris Cornell, who's death left me as shattered as if I'd lost a person close to me because I'm not dealing and I have things to say because I just can't believe he is gone and I will never believe it was anything other than a drug reaction. I'm also working through one of the biggest ptsd flares ever so you might see a lot of ranting about the myriad types of abuse i have coming up in my face, it was worse last summer into fall, then I kinda went dark over the holidays, then it broke and I think i'm on an upswing, the people from LJ I knew got me through 6 years of absolute hell and represent a comfortable, safe hole to hide in, I'm needing that right now because our whole lives are a mess and so I have come back to find the strength that all I knew gave me to survive to find my love of my life, now it's time I try and come all the way back and I miss all you crazy smart, creative, wonderful people who I admire. TMI is my new thing, oh joy.